i have come to know the reason 3/4 of this word spells die.
cauuuse that's what i wanna do right now.
day 3. and i'm famished.
saddest part? i'm only controlling portions. a bit. and not eating out.
so basically i'm eating kitten meals, as i like to call it.
all i want is a big steak & mashed potatoes.
the other night [after only 4 hours of conscious dieting]
i had derek explain in explicit detail our favorite kind of pizza that he had for dinner.
but after eating everything for the last 6 months,
i'm in dire need of this.
its out of controllll.
i'm just a fat girl who loves her food too much.
buuut i gotta fit into my new yellow kini. gotta.